Friday, September 30, 2005
30.9.05
today was patrons day..gosh..its my last goin to st.theresa's church wid the sch..arh...so gonna miss the sch..hai..gonna miss my frenz..so blady sad can..
morning..took a cab coz i had to bring the flower to the church n it was so blady big can..wen to radin mas pri sch the busstop there to meet ruth ..while waiting for ruth..saw huizhen..then we waited for yu ting..then ltr..we waited for vanessa..wen to buy food frm the bread shop..then took pic..ruth finally came..she was wid andrea tong..wen church together..on the way saw..mrs ang..she told me to study hard for my 'n' levels..and she said is onli nxt wk..n told me not to play to much..hehe..she is so funny..then reach areadi..saw my classmates..so sad..gonna miss my class man..though there were ups n dwns btw my classmate..i still gonna miss them..but not the 4 ppl in my class who tink they are dem blady great..f*** off lar..my clique has a name for the four of them..-one of them is moronica, rainbow, chinawoman and blackdog..so blady fuuny man..anyway..come back to the point..hehe..the whole class came..but 5 ppl nv come..gd also lar..coz i dun lyk them..
wen inside church..sat nxt to ruth..we were the onli two that is sittin alone coz there was not enough space..but gd also lar..coz sheryl and her frenz came to our bunch..threre were no sits for them..me n sheryl kept tokin..then she said she will miss me when im gone..hehe..so funny lar she..hehe..-will come back n see you okay..dun worry..ur daddy will miss you too-hehe..
after mass..the graduation ppl had to take one candle each..ruth took yellow and i took red..it was so nice..hehe..then when we were lightin up our candle..gomez came over to me and said that..make sure you study hard okay..prove to me that you can pass..dun disapoint me okay..she made me cry okay..when she told me that..arh....when it was my row to leave..i was behind ruth..while walkin out..joyceh n nikki called my name..then when reachin out..jaryne, novelyn and smothers called my name..so funny can..i almost burn ruth frm behind coz my hands were dem blady shaky..n i dunnoe why..ruth tried to stop..and her hand also shake..hehe..
it was time for class foto taking..so dem blady nice lar..arh..love my class so much..hehehe....ltr..we had to walk back to sch..reach liao then recess time till 1130..eat finish..ruth n me wen to gomez class..onli the 2 of there..laura came..then ltr..nana, tervinder and charlene came..some of the 3r ppl came in coz they will be havin lesson in the class room..then all of us keep takin pic..so funny man susu[tervinder]..hehe..
after sch wen out wid joyceh, nikki, ferlei, ruth and chess..coz ferlei want to cut hair..so we all followed her..wen clippers to cut..i told alvin that i will cut my hair the nxt nxt mon..made appointment wid him..cant wait man..hehe..gonna shave my hair..hehe..after that wen to buy tongue stud..at least i got my tongue stud man..hehe..it was so dem blady cheap lar..the metal stud onli cost $4 and i also bought the ball..cost onli $2..its so blady worth it man..hehe..after that we all when hm..
so blady tired..wanna slp leh..hehe..bye.......
no words can express
my love for you
Monday, September 12, 2005
12.9.05
gosh..i dunnnoe wat to do nw..im lost..i wen to a wrong patch..i wen to a patch where i was last time..i started my bad habits..its all comin back..my health is totalli bad..nv go gor so many checkup areadi..letters n letters are always comin..im so sick n tired nw..lookin at the same doctor everytime..so blady sick man..i tink i will get more sick lor...
hmmm..dunnoe how to get over this gal..its been such a lnnnnnnng time man..hai..im realli lost..toalli lost..i want to get out this life but i juz dunnoe how to..always tried moving on..but i failed to do it..im so blady depress..i got lots of burden..no one to share it wid..im always alone..when come to relationship..im always the one gettin hurt..but the other party is not hurt at all..gosh...can smone plz help me..i realli need a listenin ear nw.........
to my PB..i love you so much man..thanx for all the help ypu haf given me..though there were ups n dwns btw us..i will still love you okay..i l o v e m y b r o t h e r !
no words can express
my love for you
gosh..i dunnnoe wat to do nw..im lost..i wen to a wrong patch..i wen to a patch where i was last time..i started my bad habits..its all comin back..my health is totalli bad..nv go gor so many checkup areadi..letters n letters are always comin..im so sick n tired nw..lookin at the same doctor everytime..so blady sick man..i tink i will get more sick lor...
hmmm..dunnoe how to get over this gal..its been such a lnnnnnnng time man..hai..im realli lost..toalli lost..i want to get out this life but i juz dunnoe how to..always tried moving on..but i failed to do it..im so blady depress..i got lots of burden..no one to share it wid..im always alone..when come to relationship..im always the one gettin hurt..but the other party is not hurt at all..gosh...can smone plz help me..i realli need a listenin ear nw.........
to my PB..i love you so much man..thanx for all the help ypu haf given me..though there were ups n dwns btw us..i will still love you okay..i l o v e m y b r o t h e r !
no words can express
my love for you
Friday, September 09, 2005
9.9.05
today had to go back to sch for CPA lesson..so blady boring can..wen there for onli 1 1/2 hours onli lor..after that wen to huimin's hse to slack for abt 1 hour..so blady tired can..
wen town..wen to play pool at the OG there..dunnoe wat is the place called..so lng nv play..hehe..the first two rd huimin win..then it was ME..hehe..the both of us was quite piss coz the ppl wen out n they even over charge us..so blady irritating..dun wan to go back there again..

then after tat wen to youth center coz huimin wan to check her frenster n other stuff n i was bored coz i had no money..then i wen to take the juice mag to read..i even tore sm pages out coz the pic inside was nice..i also postcard..there was one wid a envelope..its so dem nice man..
then ltr we left..wuppose to go far east but i nv go coz i had to leave areadi..then before i leave.. follow huimin to buy comb..after that wen to cd shop..then wen home..
daddy brothers came..they were all drinking..then wen dwn to the coffeeshop to eat..then ltr at abt 1015..i left the hse n i wen to jude's hse to stay..so blady fun..slpt quite late..as usual..always slpin so late..
thats it for today....
no words can express
my love for you
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
6.9.05
bloging again..
gosh..my 'n' levels started areadi man..i screw up my chinese paper..
dun even noe how to read man..hehe..im gonna consentrate on other paper..
gosh..so blady stress man..thot this whole wk can reast at home but..still got to go back sch..wtf man..juz bcoz we r leaving the sch early..wtf man..hai..good also lar..leaving the sch..so wont haf to see all the fuck up ppl in my class..
blady piece of shit ppl in my class..blady acting cool onli..like the rule the whole blady world like that..plz lar..wake up lar..go n see urself in the mirror first then come n talk lar..blady face like shit..smmore got pimple..gals see also scared..not onli gals..guys also man..gosh..go do smtink abt it man..if wan recomand for a doctor for ur face..come find me..i give u details..
to my mummy[huimin]: gosh..its so wonderful to haf a mummy like you man..also there for me..last time always fight wif each other..hehe..aniway that was in the past..so happy to go out wid u..always make my day so good..n we r always laughin when we go out lar..hehe..must go out more often okay..leavin the sch liao..must keep in contact okay mummy..
n dun forget our plan okay..rem anot..go n find job together..hehe..must not forget okay..
i love my mummy forever..bye bye..must study hard okay..take loads of care okay..coz ur er zi care for you..bye
to my talking partner..i love you so much..thanks for being there when i needed smone..you will always be remed..dun miss me when i leave the sch okay..hehe..talking partner day will be forever..i will nv forget that day..PROMISE..aniway..u take care..bye..i love you
no words can express
my love for you