Wednesday, August 30, 2006
30.8.06
It's turning out just another day
I took a shower and I went on my way
I stopped there as usual
had a coffee and pie
when i turned to leave
i couldn't believe my eyes
standing there i didn't know what to say
without one touchwe stood there face to face
Chorus(And) i was dying indside to hold you
i couldn't believe what i felt for you
dying inside i was dying inside
but i couldn't bring myself to touch you
you said hello then u asked my name
i didn't know if i should go all the way
inside i felt my life have really changed
i knew that it would never be the same
standing there i didn't know what to say
first time looked away when i whispered your name
Chorus 2x
one hello changed my lifei didn't believe in love at first sight
but you've shown me what is life
and I now i know my love (i know it's coming right)
Chorus (fade)
no words can express
my love for you
Thursday, August 17, 2006
17.8.06
oh gosh..i miss him so much..its been 2 days we have not met..but its okay..he got to work and i have to work too..hai..but its okay..i understand..hehe...*just wanna tell you that no matter wat happen in life..you will nv be replace in my heart..you are greatest gift that God send to me..you will always be my one and onli baby teddy bear*i love you baby*and i also promise you that i will change to be a better gf*PROMISE*(: -
no words can express
my love for you
Monday, July 31, 2006
31.7.06
im finalli updating my blog..its been such a long time since ive blog man..
have been busy ever since i started work..
anyway..im finalli happy..
since the begining of the year..
my life was full of ups and downs..
have been heart broken..
have been cheated..
this half years of my life was all shit..
but..on the 24th July..
is the day that i will not forget..
the day that change my life..
the day that made me to be a happier person..
thnx for entering into my life..
no one can ever replace you in my heart..
you will always be my one and onli *baby teddy bear*
promise me baby..that you will never leave me..
love you baby..
no words can express
my love for you
Thursday, May 04, 2006
4.5.06
gosh..im so happy im working at crumpler again..haha..
and working there now is so fun..
im like a stuff there..no more probation areadi..
hehe..can get myself a bag for 30% off..isnt that cool..
hmmm...anyway..lifes so boring...
arhx...i realli cant take it anymore..
i have been tinking of *you* almost everyday..
but each time i tink back...
what is the point of missing *you*
when *you* were the one who
actualli broke my heart....
- the pain in my heart will never be heal again..
coz it has been hurt so bad till its bleeding badly..
and i dont tink it can ever be heal again -
no words can express
my love for you
Friday, April 28, 2006
28.4.06
oh gosh..wats happenin to my life?
why must this always happen to me when is comes to relationship?
why must i always be the one gettin hurt but not the other person..why?
dont even know when will this heart of mine be okay!
and i dont think it can heal!
coz it has been broken so many times!
why must you do this to me?
why did you leave me just like that?
do you know that i have a heart?
i dont think you even know,
coz you were the one who broke my heart!
today went to see doctor..coz of my throat..
its a bad news from the doctor..
he said that my right side of my throat is dem swollon..
and he said that i must go for a op if i dun get better...
i like so scared can..
is like..what if i dun get better?
arhx...why must happen to me?
so irritatin....
no words can express
my love for you
Friday, March 31, 2006
31.3.06
today wen to jude's school..saw so many nerds..gosh..wen to macs to find for jude..he was with his frens..haha..saw him..arhx....so happy..(: ..then wen to jude's hse..mama was there too..then left the hse with jude at abt 4plus..wen town..wen to wheelock..wen to visit crumpler..vig netty was there n the two new peeps..haha..miss workin with netty..she miss me too..haha...gosh..i miss vig too..oh gosh..[to tink back arhx..i realli made the wrong move to even leave crumpler..]gosh..silly me..*smacks on my head*haha..then wen to appple to check out the ipod..then jude decided to go pacific plaza to see some things..after lookin at all the stuff..we headed off to paragon..wen to crumpler..saw tity n faizal..haha..miss them too..talk talk..faizal is so funny..arhx...miss him so much man...love him man..haha..tity too..after talkin to them..we wen cine to eat subway..jude ordered meatball n i ordered turkey breast..hahaboth of us was laughin like hell..haha..then wen back to his house..then a.pauline came..jude n me was watchin the chinese show at 9pm..left the house at abt 10 plus...
-wen to meet _______* under ___ blk..suppose to go to ___ house but the stupid sister came home..so i had to wait for ___ to come down..when __ came out of the lift..i got a shock in my life..__ cut ___ hair..omg..i was laughin at ___..haha..not use to it..coz ___ hair was long last time..haha..oh gosh..haha..like hamster..the middle was ___ old hair colour..haha..actualli quite cute lar..suit ___ alot.. then we wen to the old place..omg..the place was dem blady stink..i nearly died..haha..then we wen all the way up..haha..had better fresh air..then we both were talking laughin..haha..then we left at 12 plus..__ send me home..*so sweet*haha..
- You have the love I'm fighting for, you are the person I adore. With each sunrise and each sunset, I find our love growing stronger yet. I need you to be there for me, I need you to just care. I've wanted more than anything for you to just come to me ... and hold me close ... and squeeze me tight and let me know everything's gonna be alright.
At night I stay awake and pray that God will give me one more day to prove my love in such a way that not even you can stay away.
no words can express
my love for you
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
1.3.06
gosh..its been such a long time i have not blog..
always busy with work..
get up im the mornin go work..
then after work go home..
slp till the nxt mornin..
then go to work..
this is my everyday life..
but now..IM JOBLESS!
no more workin at crumpler...
yesterday was my last day..
had dinner with my boss , faizal , vig , anna n najib..
it was a farwell dinner for me...
netty , helly , audrey n nelson didnt come..
(was sad!)
dinner was at newton...
the food was dem nice..
but sad that vig cant eat seafood..so he had to eat satay..haha
while eatin..all of us were talkin crap..
after dinner..my boss send all of us home..
faizal was the first to get off..then vig..then najib..then ME..last was anna..
gonna miss all the crumpler stuff...
esp..netty vig n faizal..
netty n vig - they were the one who actualli help me thru all my difficulties..
faizal - he was the one who actualli took care of me.. gonna miss him so much!
n other staff too....
for today..
at home..
its so different..
not use to it..
i miss work!
arhx.......
later goin for ash wednesday mass....
just waitin for time to pass faster..
wanna sign off now....
im bored typin areadi..
haha
-my life is so screwed-
why must you do this to me..
leavin me in the darkest room..
what have i done to deserve all this..
what the hell did i do to you..
gave you what you wanted..
is this what i deserve back from you..
fuck off man..just get out of my life..
i dun need you no more...
no words can express
my love for you